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You are the main thing on my mind

I wish you were here

Just wait patiently and you’ll reappear

Maybe we’ll watch Elsa Rae and Barron, or cuddle- fold us deep into the blankets, so warm

Maybe we’ll fall asleep with Lil Bit by our feet listening to cats purring

Just wanted to let you know distant or close- that I’ll be waiting for you in this house!

For a birthday in sober living, Jay took me out. I had a really bad attitude but he bought me perfume, the same brand that my parents wear and he made it the first memorable birthday in a long while.

Dear Moon and God,

This is my first time asking for your help in releasing what no longer serves me and my partner.

Please help us let go of toxic behaviors, past pain, self-doubt, and anything that keeps us from growing into the people we are meant to be. Bless my partner in his job search. Grant him confidence, courage, clarity, and faith in his abilities. May opportunities come his way, and may he trust in his worth and potential.

Help us release limiting beliefs, heal from past traumas, and grow stronger through what we have experienced. Guide us in overcoming addictions, unhealthy habits, and personality traits that no longer serve our highest good. As we rebuild ourselves, help us cultivate qualities rooted in love, patience, honesty, resilience, and understanding.

Please ease any codependency, fear, insecurity, or doubt within us. Teach us how to support one another while remaining strong individuals. Help us be brave, compassionate, and confident as we build healthy relationships—with each other, with ourselves, and with the people we are blessed to have in our lives.

May we communicate with kindness, remain positive with one another, and choose love even during difficult moments. Help us appreciate the blessings already present in our lives and trust in the blessings still to come.

I am deeply grateful for the guidance, protection, and strength you have already given us. Thank you for helping us through past challenges and for all that has been granted to us. We place our hopes, healing, and future in your care.

With love, gratitude, and faith,

MeKel and Jay

You put the warmth in the sunlight, the cool on my skin with the morning air,

Your touch relieves any soreness that I carry sometimes and

Your positive word releases only good words leaving my tongue because you change my mind from negative to positive like magic

I have a son and family that you bring me closer to and the joy that Ive been experiencing and the wholeness of the gratitude in my heart only grows with you closeby or on my mind.

When you leave for work the longing for your return sets in, but I feel our bond and trustworthiness resonates deep down,

It’s nice to share dinner with you or lunch in the park

You surprise me with secret plans or you spontaneously take a different turn and we are riding up alongside the canyon taking in thd moon or sunset.

Tonight’s the second full moon this month, so we are going to release anything no longer serving us, and I am sending wishes into the universe and to God and to the moon for you and I and all whom we love. 

This month, I am grateful that my parents are planning a trip for us to see grandma engel. I’m grateful thag my parents talked to my grandma Allen and that they’ve accepted me into their lives again. I feel like you guys really love me a lot for how much you’ve shown it and I love you and appreciate you. Im grateful for peaceful moments and trips out to West Valley to see you both.

Jay, here is an ongoing list of things you’ve helped me feel grateful for in the two wonderful years Ive been blessed by the Moon and God to have you and Lil Bit in my life. We will add to it every day! I hope to reach 365 for this year, let’s aim for a list of 10 meaningful things I can tell you thanks for:

1. I dont say it very often but I am grateful beyond measure for the forgiveness you granted me and that you have been there for me through times that I let be rough that didn’t need to be rough. You let me learn from it, lovingly.

2. You stood by my side and helped me gain comfort and overcome my fears

3. You helped me word things to my new boss and you always believe in me

4. You are shy about it, but I like when you have the confidence in yourself and Im grateful for it.

5. You’ve never physically hurt me.

6. You make every moment comfortable to live in, you ease my pain, you make it so I’m able to participate

7. You are the best partner and I’m grateful for your insights. Im learning to listen to them better. I apologize for the times I struggled with that.

8. Im grateful that you’re you and that yoh make sure I feel that you’re faithful to me.

9. I enjoy our relaxation times

10. You motivate me

I like the way the milky smooth undertone meets the peach cheeks and the tan freckles on your soft shoulder